I miss college pt 1 of 3 ( dream raw write-out)

I miss college, and L true that my subconscious doesn't know that I have left. I have dreamt of my degree shall setting up my degree show, to make it more relevant and funny are my co- Blogger, was in the dream, to help me set up the lights or rather to find where the lights were and that they were the wrong lights and I needed him to stop fussing, and help me regulating the spotlights, and I wanted to punch them bed in my head in the dream, I realised if I punched him he wouldn't help me so I didn't.  Then there was my good friends good lost friends maybe not so good, he was being horrible surprise surprise to me and my super friend and I can't know super friend was doing and there was also hilarious T who was being hilarious and her friends who was been herself and I think there were are more characters from college and they were all a distillation of who they were when at College. Oh and horribly this was a variant on the recurrent I have an exam and I haven't prepared for it dream: this time, it's degree show, and I didn't realise it was that day and I had some stuff in my studio that I had like had been doing lots of sculptures and I need up on having three of them in the space that's because the space, was in some defused squat or something then the weather like furniture so I managed to make do with what was around and made it into an installation of the poverty that was a head that's that was the panic with the spotlight because of course it was the sculptures that mattered and everything else have to be in the dark and it was 10 minutes to opening time and I was calculating in my head how long it would take for people to get to MySpace, then I panicked about Business cards but then realised I had some in my bag and then I was glad to there was a fire escape in MySpace could come out and have lots of fags and fill the ashtray