What am I doing?

The Daily Grind Poetry

DOUBLE DEPRESSO TRIES TO COMMUNICATE

Drew Inspired Poem

Coffee numpty

Lifee empty

Coffee cup

What the fuck

What Freedom Looks Like

Flare

It flares 

It dies

It flares 

It dies

It flares 

It dies

Ah, for stable fire

Or death 

Loneliness

Do you ever sit and think, oh god, I'm so alone.

So lonely [written while on duty at Plaza Cafe]

So lonely,
So lonely,
Looking at my phonely,
A dog without a bonely,
Fun and life persponely.
So lonely,
So lonely,
Faceless worker dronely,
Corporation clonely,
Waiting to go homely.

The trouble

With double depresso is one is too floored to write about it, fuck shit fuck death die awful is all that comes out

My studio being a bomb site doesn't help

Not depresso

So I thought I would be double depresso

after last night, but I'm not: just a little bit drained

Doing a drew Luis' style

No Reason

Sometimes you find yourself in double depresso merdiatto for no reason at all

F

Duck duck duck duck duck

And not in a good way 

And by the way Mr Predictive Text: you ain't fooling nobody

DD is not a size

I found a cure

It worked.

Don't forget children , when faced with double depresso, get out there, visit a gallery, go draw at some museum, or park, or cafe, text a friend to meet you anywhere, and slowly drag yourself out of  it.

It's not medicine, the best cure for pain is to find a distraction.

Finding a Cure or Ominous Angsty Dribble of Nonsense

So my own theory to get through the double depresso is to get out of the house and like, do stuff.

And today we are extreme-testing it by literally dragging our feet to meet el Drew and visit 2 degree shows. Can't think of a worse idea. Looking at art instead of making it. Ngngn

And obvs all these doses of double depressos aren't good for decent writing, esp in a crowded train courtesy of those pesky engineering works. 

I feel ugly and fat. And  I'm riding the ugly train. 

1st Smile of the day : I found a copy of The Sun, I should keep it in case it all gets too much.

Here's ominousity picture cos like you can't be expected to read this

angsty dribble 

Nihilistic Entry

Fuck

Make Your Own Damn Coffee

Wouldn't it be far easier to just take me out of the equation all together? Just have a huge walk-in vending machine. Why even bother with cups? Just have a hose that pumps a mixture of caffeine, milk and sugar directly into your stomach.

Muffin CAM

The View From Here